LISTEN: Matthew McNeal, “Michael”

Artist: Matthew McNeal
Hometown: Fort Worth, Texas
Song: “Michael”
Album: Good Grief
Release Date: April 3, 2020
Label: Matte Black Sound Company

In Their Words: “This was the first song I wrote for the album. Right before we left for the Good Luck record release tour in 2018, my father passed away out of the blue. I chose to carry on with the tour in [an] effort to heal and cope the only way I knew how — sharing stories with people out on the road and letting the highways settle my mind. Within the first couple of days on tour, my bandmate and best friend Andre and I had a few voice memos that laid the foundation for the song.

“It was a tough loss, losing my dad. I was actually named after him, we share our first name, ‘Michael’ (I have always gone by my middle name) and that gave me an even more introspective look into my own life upon his passing. My folks split up when I was six, but we tried to see each other whenever we could. There was anger held against him on my end, growing up with a single parent for many years was just my ‘normal.’

“We made our memories together over the years, though they were often few and far between due to the quick pace of life, but we had started to become much closer after I graduated college. We could see each other eye to eye a little more, there was a new level of shared understanding between us. I was beginning to find out a lot about myself by being around him, seeing some of the similarities that we shared that I had never noticed. Our relationship was coming full circle in a way that my heart had sought after for a long time, whether I could put a finger on it or not.

“Within the span of two days, he was here and gone. I lost my dad on the morning of my 25th birthday and it completely changed my life. Being able to write a song honoring him, and sharing the feeling that your loved ones are never truly gone — they always stay with you in your mind, your heart, and your soul. Losing loved ones is part of this story that we all live and I hope that ‘Michael’ offers a little bit of peace and comfort to those who have felt that same pain.” — Matthew McNeal


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LISTEN: Whitey Johnson, “If It’s Really Gotta Be This Way”

Artist: Whitey Johnson (aka Gary Nicholson)
Hometown: Dallas/Fort Worth, Texas
Song: “If It’s Really Gotta Be This Way”
Album: More Days Like This
Release Date: June 7, 2019
Label: Blue Corn Music

In Their Words: “‘If It’s Really Gotta Be This Way’ was co-written with Donnie Fritts and Arthur Alexander. One of Donnie’s treasured memories is of being present at the studio above the drugstore in Florence, Alabama, when Arthur walked in snapping his fingers and singing ‘You Better Move On.’ I was thrilled to have the opportunity to write and play on a new record by one of the greatest singer-songwriters of his time, revered and covered by Beatles, Stones, Dylan, and many more. It was so sad when Arthur passed before he could tour for the record. I played his last show with him, and we did our song. It’s so great to finally record my own version. I’m forever grateful to my dear friend Donnie Fritts for getting us together.” — Whitey Johnson


Photo credit: Stacie Huckaba

LISTEN: Vandoliers, “Tumbleweed”

Artist: Vandoliers
Hometown: Dallas-Fort Worth, Texas
Song: “Tumbleweed”
Album: Forever
Release Date: February 22, 2019
Label: Bloodshot Records

In Their Words: “I wrote ‘Tumbleweed’ for my father. The poor guy’s has to watch me struggle for a dream he doesn’t really understand — I travel too much, and I know it affects my health and my family. When I get home I’m a wreck most of the time; I’m tired from the long drives, late nights, and spending a month in a different bar or festival every night. But it’s a necessary evil when you’re a mid-level band that’s still cutting its teeth. The album Forever starts with a feeling of wanderlust in the lead track ‘Miles and Miles,’ about a dream of leaving my home town in hopes that I won’t be stuck in the same place the rest of my life. ‘Tumbleweed,’ then, is my return home song — but told from the perspective of my Dad, opening the door to see his son for the first time in months, beat up, broke, and tired from a long adventure. ‘A littler older and no wiser for the wear.” – Joshua Fleming, lead singer/guitar


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Rob Baird Begins ‘After All’ With a Slow Burn

As a touring musician, Rob Baird has spent countless nights in roadside rooms, yet it was a boutique hotel in Austin, Texas, that inspired the songs on his newest album, After All. While getting his house redone in 2016, Baird hunkered down for a month in the Hotel San Jose, a stylish spot on South Congress that draws locals and tourists alike to its subdued courtyard and enticing cocktail list. That change of scenery happened to coincide with a whirlwind romance that didn’t last much beyond check-out time — though it did lead to a batch of new music.

During an interview in Nashville, Baird admits that his former flame asked for a copy of the album on vinyl, which Baird sent to her home in Los Angeles.

“She’s in the movie business and I wrote her a note that was like, ‘Like a movie, this is based on true events, but it’s not all factual, so don’t just like backhand me right now and try to kill me,’” he says with a grin. “You know, [this album] is about the feelings of like knowing something isn’t going to work out — or not necessarily. I mean, kind of doing something even though you know it’s going to fail, but then learning from it and hopefully finding perspective at the end of it.”

BGS: I’m guessing from this album title that all these songs are written after that relationship came to a close. How long did it take you to translate that experience into songs?

Baird: I had started writing it fairly quickly after that. It took about a year and a half to round this whole thing out, with pretty intense writing. This was the first time that I’d really spent so much time. I wrote everything like at the kitchen table at my house for the most part, a couple of trips here and there. But I really edited, like significantly went through everything. I mean, every word. It got to the point as a songwriter, I didn’t want to have anything to throw away.

It seems to me that the song “After All” sets the stage for the songs that follow it. Would you agree with that?

I think I wouldn’t advise starting a record out in every context with a more mellow statement piece, but in this case, it’s so different from anything I’ve done in the past. I think it sets the tone for the listener to be like, “Oh, okay, this is the world we’re diving into.”

My guitar player [Woodrow Morgan] and I drove down to Atlanta in the middle of all of this and played a gig at Eddie’s Attic. And ol’ Woodrow is very persistent in a good way. He’s great doing his job — a great Batman and Robin situation. We sequenced that thing on the way home that night, like at 3 a.m. from Atlanta, and had it written down. I write a lot of notes on blank envelopes for some reason. I’ve accidentally bought like ten thousand of them. It’s a great way to keep a note. I still have it somewhere on my desk.

How did you come to acquire ten thousand envelopes?

(laughs) I think I hit the wrong button on Amazon or something. I don’t even know. Too many envelopes.

Obviously these songs are so personal, but you teamed up with co-writers. So, do those guys tap into your experience when you’re writing? Or do you get some perspective from what they’ve gone through in order to tell the story?

Totally, man. It’s interesting. There’s really three co-writers here. One is my old producer, Brian Douglas Phillips, and we had something going that made sense. He’s just a great writer. There’s Dave Beck, who is from Sons of Fathers. I had randomly been running into him and he had this techno, like MGMT kind of band, called Blue Healer that I was kind of obsessed with for a while. He’s got an interesting personality. One day I went up to him and I was like, “Dude, we need to write some songs together.”

Mainly I think I wrote seven songs with this guy, Burleson Smith, who was living in a little back house that I now am renting out to people, but it all started with him. He was living back there in between houses. I don’t even know what he was doing. He’s in grad school at the University of Texas, went to school at Vanderbilt, worked for Politico, but has always kind of dabbled in songwriting.

He walked into my house one day and I was playing “I Tried.” He was like, “What the hell is that?” I was like, “I don’t know, you think it’s good?” Then it turned into, he would just come in and we started writing together. … He’s not necessarily in the music business or doesn’t even care to be. He helped me create my voice and he really is good at organization. I can sit there with the guitar all afternoon like, “Oh, we could do this, do it this way, or we can do this.” He’s like, “No, no, go do this, let’s organize.” That’s been a huge help.

I was going to ask you about the first line of “I Tried” where you say, “Making my way out of …

DLA.

What is that?

It’s an airport in Cameroon, apparently. (laughs) But it has nothing to do with it. … That’s been a big question. I went to downtown LA one time with her to see Gillian Welch and Dave Rawlings at the Ace Theater. There was something that happened that night that Downtown LA was kind of the thing. There was this French guy we hung out with, and became like the thing of conversation. So I guess the only person that would really pick up on that is her, which I love. And I love the mystery of it, too.

When did songwriting start to appeal to you? When did you get interested in trying that?

Man, I was at my parents’ house the other day, digging through my childhood or whatever. I started finding my old CD collection. Then all these old songbooks of songs I was learning, and there were like little scribbles from notes. I was always walking around as a kid singing songs in my head.

Then we started playing live, and my first band, as everyone’s is, is cover songs. My first year, I played with a bass player at this place called The Aardvark in Fort Worth. A bunch of people showed up. This was all college stuff. Then two weeks later, they’re like, “You want to come back?” Two weeks later I put together this band of ragtag brothers, the Christensen Brothers. One was on bass guitar and the other was on drums. But by then, two gigs in, I was like, this is cool to play other people’s songs, but I’ve got to write my own.

I would never want to start over at that. For the first 50 songs you’re like, “What am I saying?” But I got lucky and found some people around Fort Worth at the time that were grizzled songwriters that beat me up enough to know how to figure out. Like, “Dude, don’t do that! What are you doing?” You get help along the way. So, I was really lucky.

What did you study in college?

First I worked on ranches out in Wyoming and Mississippi and some parts of Tennessee. I wanted to make a dollar when I was like 14, so I had to start like doing something. What presented itself was I was pretty good at building fences for some reason. I don’t think I could do it now. Then I was decent at riding horses. I got kicked in the head by a horse three times when my cinch broke in Wyoming. Kind of dramatically altered my life plan. My aunt thinks that’s how I started playing music. It’s like, “Ever since he got kicked in the head….” (laughs)

That was probably 2005, right before I went to college. I went to school for ranch management. TCU [Texas Christian University] has the John D. Rockefeller School of Ranch Management. It’s really intense. It’s like a four-year program of these cowboys running around, but I started playing music and making a little bit of money.  And they were like, “You’ve got to do this artificial insemination class.” I’m like, “What does that involve?” They said, “You fit the whole glove…” and I’m like, “Okay, this music thing is really great.”

So, I ended up getting a degree in entrepreneurial management, doing business, which has really helped. It still took 10 years to figure out who I was and what to do with it. I think we’re getting better at that.


Photo credit: Eric Ryan Anderson

BGS 5+5: Dan Johnson

Artist: Dan Johnson
Hometown: Fort Worth, Texas
Latest album: Hemingway
Personal nicknames (or rejected band names): “Dammit Dan”

What’s your favorite memory from being on stage?

About a year after I quit my full-time job to pursue music wholeheartedly, I was playing a gig in Amarillo, Texas. It was supposed to be a big show, lots of RSVPs, online interaction, etc. I was stoked to get up there. So the gig starts, and it was quite literally just the bartender, the sound guy, and me. I remember getting several songs in, when I had this thought, ‘This is the dumbest decision you’ve ever made. Nobody’s listening, nobody gives a shit about your music, and nobody ever will.’ Sitting there feeling stupid and sorry for myself, I imagine I was pretty outwardly disengaged and the music probably sucked.

So in the middle of the song, I thought back about the night I decided to quit my job and pursue music as art, full-time. I was at the show of a hero of mine, Walt Wilkins. He had this big audience absolutely spellbound…just him and his guitar. It was the most beautiful music I’d ever heard. That night I dedicated myself to making music my life. Here I was a year later, and I thought to myself, “I wonder how many times Walt had to play to an empty room before he became what he is today?” And I asked myself the question, “Are you really serious about doing whatever it takes to make music for the rest of your life?”

The answer being yes, of course, I decided to play to that bartender and sound guy as if they were a thousand people. Because if I’d play every show that way, eventually they would be a thousand people. And in the middle of the same song, I started belting it out like I was in a stadium, pouring out heart and soul. In that moment, the door beside me slammed open hard. This huge rush of people filled the entire bar. They knew my songs, they requested their favorites, and they sang along all night. I remember thinking it was like the answer to a prayer, not one of petition, but rather one of unwavering dedication.

So that night, after all the good times were had, I went home and wrote the song “Troubadour’s Prayer.” It’s still one of my favorites.

What other art forms — literature, film, dance, painting, etc — inform your music?

Since I was very young, I’ve enjoyed literature. In fact long before I ever thought about getting involved in music, I wanted to be an author. In my 20s, I had this sales job where I spent several hours a week on the road (but not as many as I do as a musician). I read this quote from Mark Twain that essentially said, “The Classics are books everyone wants to have read, but nobody wants to read.” So I had this long period of time where I’d go to the library and pick up books on CD of all the classics, Bronte, Dickens, Poe, Hemingway, I went through them all. Now when I write, there are often references to those works, in the lyrics. Most folks will never pick them up. But they’re there for me…and literary nerds.

If you had to write a mission statement for your career, what would it be?

My mission in music is to leave a lasting legacy, not only of songs that critical listeners will consider well-written, but even more so songs that connect with people on a deeply emotional level, to help them celebrate their triumphs and loves, and grieve their failures and losses. This life is tragically brief, and when we are gone, how many of us will truly be remembered for what we contributed? Most are forgotten entirely after a few anecdotes from close family fade away with age and the natural transition of generations. But the world is a better place in some small way, when a person finds the one thing they truly do best, and pursues it with a fervor and a dedication that cannot be quelled. Passionate music makes the soundtracks of our lives, and when I am long dead and gone, I want to know the words I’ve written and the notes I’ve sung continue to have meaning in someone’s life.

Which elements of nature do you spend the most time with and how do those impact your work?

I’m taking kind of a diagonal approach on this one and saying that there’s a very particular element of nature that has had a significant impact on my work. Firstly, I’m an avid traveler. As I write this, I’m sitting in a treehouse outside Nashville, en route to the mountains of Kentucky, where I spent my early childhood. I left Hot Springs, Arkansas, this morning after washing up in the natural mountain springs. I’ve been to 17 countries and 33 states so far, and the Nature that impacts my writing is the global connection between man and Earth, across all parts of the globe. When you start really traveling this world, you realize how big it is, and yet how small. People as a species love to connect with one another, and the lucky ones even commune with the earth around them. There’s so much to see in our short time here, and if you open yourself to the beauties this world holds, how can you not write about it?

How often do you hide behind a character in a song or use “you” when it’s actually “me”?

I’ve grown pretty tired of songs in the first person. Not only my own, but how ubiquitous they are in music in general. Particularly with this latest work, I wanted to look at life through the lens of other people’s views and lives. Still that being said, I don’t really know how to write a song without it being fueled by autobiographical experience. So in this most recent album, all five songs tell a story. And none of them are about me. But all of them are intensely autobiographical…the names and places have been changed to protect the innocent.


Photo credit: Bill Ingram